Me

This journey begins with a lot of excitement and fears, which was the reason for this blog when I started it in 2010. It was meant to be an outlet for me, but after only two posts, I quickly realized I was a far more private person than I thought. Three years later, we are still on this journey and a lot has changed. I've come to realize that sharing this very personal journey may not only help me, but may help another woman going through the same thing.

A little about me. I've endured a lot of heart-break growing up. Through heart-aches I've gained strength, courage, faith, and the ability to laugh. I truly believe with God, loving friends and laughter, any soul can heal. I'm a strong and positive person, but I can feel this journey is testing the very person that I am. I'm grateful to have awesome women in my life walking with me. I'm also blessed with an amazing husband. I've had to be strong a lot in my life, but he has taken that burden from me, and I just couldn't be more grateful to have him as my husband.

Saturday, August 24, 2013

IUI #2

Today is IUI 2. I feel a little numb this time around. I want to be as excited as the first IUI, but I'm just not. I'm not down either. I guess I'm just at a loss and don't know how to feel. Not much of an update with this IUI>

Thursday, August 1, 2013

Blood Work

Today has been an awful day. I went in for blood work and my numbers were to low. The pregnancy will not stick. My body is gong to reject the pregnancy and I will miscarry. I just went from being on cloud nine to....I don't even have the words. I made signs for my dogs to tell my husband! Why did I do that. I'm sure the nurse warned me to wait till the blood test, but I guess I didn't hear it or ignored it. Not much more to say today.