Me
This journey begins with a lot of excitement and fears, which was the reason for this blog when I started it in 2010. It was meant to be an outlet for me, but after only two posts, I quickly realized I was a far more private person than I thought. Three years later, we are still on this journey and a lot has changed. I've come to realize that sharing this very personal journey may not only help me, but may help another woman going through the same thing.
A little about me. I've endured a lot of heart-break growing up. Through heart-aches I've gained strength, courage, faith, and the ability to laugh. I truly believe with God, loving friends and laughter, any soul can heal. I'm a strong and positive person, but I can feel this journey is testing the very person that I am. I'm grateful to have awesome women in my life walking with me. I'm also blessed with an amazing husband. I've had to be strong a lot in my life, but he has taken that burden from me, and I just couldn't be more grateful to have him as my husband.
A little about me. I've endured a lot of heart-break growing up. Through heart-aches I've gained strength, courage, faith, and the ability to laugh. I truly believe with God, loving friends and laughter, any soul can heal. I'm a strong and positive person, but I can feel this journey is testing the very person that I am. I'm grateful to have awesome women in my life walking with me. I'm also blessed with an amazing husband. I've had to be strong a lot in my life, but he has taken that burden from me, and I just couldn't be more grateful to have him as my husband.
Friday, September 13, 2013
Need a Break
We are taking a break this month from doing another IUI. I'm really struggling emotionally. I'm wanting to understand why we are going through this and I know there is no answer. I know God is in charge, but I really wish I was in charge. I'm having a really hard time letting go. I'm moody and extremely sensitive right now. I just have to step back and take a small break to get centered again. I need to get connected with God again. It is only with God's strength and grace that I can get through this.
Friday, September 6, 2013
Negative Test
Today was the day to take a pregnancy test which also happens to be my husband's birthday. Wouldn't it have been an amazing birthday to get a positive test. It sucks. This all just really sucks!!!
I'm happy we are going out for his birthday with some very wonderful friends this evening. Tonight we will still celebrate. We will celebrate the wonderful man that I married, whom I love so much.
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